Negative

How and why do I feel all negative on a sunny day? It has to be lack of riding. I don't like feeling like a time bomb...I wanted to throw my chair before cause I sliced my finger w/ a scalpel. I haven't rode my bike since Wed/Thurs of last week and then the Mon before that. I started pulling my gear out today to ride in but have to stop at the Home Depot on the way home to pick up a board to finish installing can lights in the office.
I'm going to ride tonight. I need fresh air and exercise.